tidak apa style..padeh good

Pharmacy oh pharmacy...do i suite this field? i really dunno...
yesterday i cried in the hospital..AUUUU it was so awful.
it was this Hospital attachment thingy..well, since i m from kelantan n my gang are all from penang and kedah and taiping...i managed to squeezed into the 1st week while the rest in the 2nd week.
Being my tidak apa style asusual, i did not bother abt finding any partner b4 this, so, since this group has odd number of students and so, so, i M THE ODD ONE OUT~!!!!
i hav to do all 6 cases ALL ALONE!!!!
ya i was really lonely at 1st, it is not an easy job u know, we gotta sort out the old and new medication, raise the clinical issue and find solutions, review the clinical review and all...
it is the loneliness that kills me, seeing ppl working happily pair by pair but me...
So, i coundnt tahan anymore, i went up to my lecturer that happened to round the ward together w us and told her tat i cant handle alone and tears just cant stop running down all over my face..
Well, after some 15mins of "counselling" section by her, i found back the confidence that i ought to hav and start to do things efficiently and BINGO i did it. maybe not tat perfect but i think i m doin ok..heheh..
it's so nice to be home...