another week passes

hi the officially 21 years old is back!
these few days been busy watching movie series
watched 2series in one go
The 1st one was the Tokyo Love Story. A very old japz series which i downloaded since last year when i were to take my jap language exam.
Yucks, i hate it hate it hate it! It made me cry like hell!
The ending is so so sad. I hated those series the most where the hero and heroin cant be together.
Why do the men always think they r what, pro in the love?
with the crazy idea such as " i have got to let u go becoz i love u "
Who they think they r wey?
Aikss no offend...that's just my opinion towards that hero.

The second one was indeed, the one i mentioned- the korean series - MY GIRL.
This is 1000000000000000x good movie.
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY ENDING.
Haha! =)))))))))
At least the hero Seoul Gong-Chan is the gentleman of all!
He tried n he tried and there he tried, then BINGO!
see....love is just as simple as that.
SAH_RANG_HE_YO my gong-chan shi ! muackssssssssss

oh so there goes my birthday. On that midnight. i treated my frenz to the campus pub which was just opened not too long ago.
The atmosphere was just so so, it was too spacious for the crowd. and the band is sukcs
Then we proceeded to another local bar. It happened to be a gay night.
hoho. ofcoz we spoted some good couples there. satisfied.
I found out that i m really good in 'cai-mui' but just dont spot my silly habit which cause me die la
So overall, i still enjoyed being a birthday gal though
m already looking forward to my bday next year :)
hopefully i can celebrate with my keeyang la
oh yes, we were back together last week
credited to my good old fren who understand Aries men's thinking the most - Evan the Great.
He taught me a lot of things especially---
to simply just follow our heart when he n i were so lost n confused
to have least expectations so that u can easily have surprises
and many many more...
i owed u a bunch my friend!!
p.s : gonna give u a treat when we are back to KB then
( if only u read this =p )

吉蘭丹的雨季

來到這里的兩個月多里, 時不時都會好想家,
但, 就唯有今晚第一次想到整個人好沒心情.
都怪那窗外的小雨一直下, 害我聯想起家鄉的雨季,
每年十一二月長假是我覺得最幸福的時候,
每天呆在被單里讀小說啦,追聯續片啦,
尤其我那可愛的傻大姐也剛好回家的時候,
我們三母女每天一起研究甜品的ｒｅｃｉｐｉ,
媽媽的甜品廚藝實在是太榜了!
那時候的我們什么咔淥厘都忘了啦!
有時候真的覺得自己很慶幸有個姐姐,
家里有多多八婆真把整間家稿得很熱鬧
所以以后我決定會生多多個女兒
ｈｅｈｅ．．

Birth-Daysss years ago

Previous years at this time, i was super duper excited counting down on my birthdays already. I used to looking forward to tons of bday wishes and pressies and cards and bday cakes. but not this year. Was it because i am old d? nah..i m only 21years old come on. HOW COME? i dunno y. Just now dinner time i told my friends, next monday, after the whole stretch of exams, i m going to watch the korean drama series MY GIRL full epi the whole day before i have to then glued to my desk for the last paper which due another week, simply without realising that, hey, it'll be my bday that day. see...told ya, i dun have the mood at all and it's my 21st bday!!!!! such an important bday where i fully turned to an adult!!!! oh gosh :(:(

My 12years old bday flashed back into my mind. I can vividly still remember that year, after my bday party which was thrown by my mummy at A&W, 11:55pm ( u wont be expecting a standard 5 kids to lepak until this late rite?), at that time, i was already in my pyjamus on my bed back in my home town, looking at the clock in my room, was so excited the time it stroke 12am. That moment i indeed bid farewell to my childhood, telling myself, ok Laine, u r a teenager now, no more childish mummy-daddy lil girl k.

Then was my 18th birthday. I was fooled by subang gang. August 21, 2003 midnite, Siew Fang, Chuang and i were cuddling on our bed in our comfy lil rented room in Subang, we were chatting the whole night. I told them abt my life n stuff, u know, at time like that, u tend to became really emotional. It was indeed a pieceful yet meaningful bday midnite to have such nice roomies for life around. The next day was our 1st day of exam break or something. Fang, Chuang and Sze Lay were to catch the train that nite back to KB and i were to catch the air-asia that nite to Penang. After college, they acted like nothing and packed their stuff telling me that they r leaving early to shop at KLCC. Leaving me behind all alone in the room. I taught i was going to be alraight at that time n bid them goodbye with a smelling face. After the farewell, i went up to my bed trying to have some nap. I couldnt sleep at all, turning round on my bed and the next thing i did was, i cried, feeling ever so lonely and sweared my friends 9 6 9 6 for leaving me behind on MY day. Hey, MY day, u know? Then, Abby's sms came, asking me to teman her to Subang Parade to buy some stuff. I was like, what the hell, it is my bday n u asked me to walk so far under the hot sun to teman u buy stuff? but ok nvm, since i couldnt sleep so i said yes. On the way, we met Horng Chin n Jin ( which were a couple at that time ), Jin told me they are going to Subang Parade to buy Chin's shampoo, i was Ah i see without having a second tought of why is it such a coincidence? and as if Herbs and Foods dun sell a bottle of shampoo? So there goes the four of us heading to Subang Parade then. dunno whether the 2 crimemates deliberately walked pass Starbucks or not, i heard Birthday song. I turn round n there i saw, my lovely friends with a nice bday cake on the table and pressies all over. I was so surprise with oh-u-guys-are-so-sweet-smile. Fang remembered i mentioned that having to celebrate bday in starbucks without too many ppl, only some close friends are simply perfect for a bday. I was so touched that moment that i almost cried. felt so sorry for the swears i made for them ( shhhHH...they didnt know abt this even after 4years now =) U know, that kind of feeling were u were so deeply down depressed n suddenly u were lifted high on the sky, like a roller-coaster. So, I celebrated the bday with YeeJin which turned 18 the next day and we spent our quality time there the whole evening talking non stop. That night, bro came to fetch me to the airport and we had my bday dinner together and he was saying how fast the time has passed by n her lil sister was 18 years old already with a boy friend then. I assured him that i will always still be the lil sis no matter what. So that night, my flight to Pg was delayed so when i finally reached his place, 12am passed but anyway, i received my 1st bouquet of flowers in my life that night. Happy!

Then came my last year's bday which was a super memorable one too..been celebrating the bday for 3 days in a row with the August22 bday babies. On the weekend, which was a saturday, Junqi and Aun celebrated for Me, Luvin and TVgirl, we went to Melaka. The moment where 3 of us made our bday wishes together simply so wonderfully amazing. It was like, OH YES!!WE FINALLY MADE IT NEH NEH NEH NEH NEH!!!! Since all these years, we have been wanted to celebrate our day TOGETHER but no chance. I drew a big butterfly temporary tattoo on my cleavage for the day. n i did feel so sexy myself. haha. Then the next nite, 21th midnight, bro bought a secret recipi cake for me and sis ( another august22 baby ) and we cut our cake. I was telling my sis that it had been 10 years plus since we last cut our cake together n they were laughing n saying that i was far too much exagerated since i was only 20years old, like i was so old to have a 10years plus so easily meh. I felt like kicking their ass. So, i called mom to reconfirm. Jang-jang!!! after mom counted and she said the possibility was there since CICI went down to KL and then Australia years while i was still doing my secondary years then she went back to kelantan n work while i went down to KL and study and stuff like that. So i Uuu-laaaa-ed and Buuuuuu-ed them. The next day, which was my real bday, i went redbox with my current housemates. another bday cake for me and jia and Sia drew a bday card. it was years since i got a hand-drewed one haha..That night, Chuo Ming brought 3 of us for fine dining... ate so much till i had to unbotton my jeans. felt guity yet satisfied.

So what abt this year's? I dunno.. and i dont feel like knowing either. i seriously dun mind to spend the whole day watching MY GIRL. hehe...

Happy be-early bday to me..muacks

bad bad bad....

Oh my. My Pharmacy Practice exemption test yesterday was a piece of shit. I m just goin to fail definitely. Nevermind of whether to get 70marks n get exempted for my degree exam. We had FIVE prescriptions to dispense in 3 hours time. I did my 1st n 2nd prescription smoothly, i managed to spot all of the itchy bitchy tricky unlegal stuff n corrected with the prescriber ever-so-confidently n counseled my patient like a oh-so-professional-pharmacist.

Here comes the 3rd devil prescription. It was a salbutamol solution for a 1 year old asmatic infant. Come on! 1 year old also have to take medicine meh? siao! plus the condition for an infant to take drug safely memang cause a hell for us pharmacist. I flipped through the Children British National formulatory for that particular drug which consist of about 10pages errr ok, i exagerated a bit, maybe 6 pages FULL of this cannot, that cannot this one ok but have to blah blah blah. Go to hell can i just dont do this patient's business then. well, cannot, this is a test. So in the end when i finally made my decision of still dispensing the unlicensed drug to my lil patient with a whole list full of my counselling points to the baby's mother and teach her how to use oral syringe to her baby. my 1 hour gone.

So i quickly finish up my last 2 prescriptions, never mind to act like a professional pharmacist or rushing-about-mad pharmacist. When i had finished all the record stuff and label stuff and prepare to dispense my last prescription to my last patient, the bald exam coordinator said ok..it's the end of the examination thankyou. And Fuck! my last prescription was collected with a big mark NOT_DISPENSED on it and it means that i straight away got deducted for 60marks and the passing mark for that whole paper is 50marks. so i die not? yes.

Kate dispensed an unlegal prescription in which she made a silly mistakes in her presciption by not correcting the total quantity in both words and figure for a controlled drug. So, 60 marks gone as well. Everyone was telling us to nevermind since the exemption test was made hard so as not everyone got exempted. Overall i am alright with it.

ok..tmr another video exam. it's just a 6marks test but i m going to have pages of diseases and it's symptoms and recommented drugs for this and that type of patient to memorise. Goodluck to me!

Last post for the time being

Hello bloggie.

hmnnn....these days, i wont be wrritting anything more here since i m very confused myself plus i m getting myself concentrate on my up coming exams next week.

After the stressful exams, i will really get myself a day break. Go to some place nearby glasgow alone n have a good thought abt what path i m going to choose next. Well, since when u were into something, all ur dreams were all about him him and just him and so, it's time for me to make new plans n dream new dreams about my life. Yes i know, life is short, especially after i got the news from Abby in Aussie last few days abt the death of our batchmate Danny. Well, things always happened unexpectedly, so all of us have to treassure every moment we have now coz who knows what will happen tomorrow. Choose the path that we r happy with and live with no regrets.

Anyway, everyone, please dun worry abt me. I am very thankful to have such a lovely ex-boyfriend who is always still bearing with me twenty four seven even after we break up. n we r both now trying to work things out together for the best, to the both of us.

The day when i'm back to my blog again will be the day i m truely, deeply and sincerely fine.
See u soon! =p

繼續下去的希望開始動搖了...
他想放手了...
我該怎么辦????

一定會有以后.....

忽然間覺得我不認識他了
三年來首次覺得英國和馬來西亞的距離是那么的遙遠
說什么只要心中有愛距離不是問題的那些狗屁話都是騙人的
一個人飄洋過海的來到這里生活了三年的他變成熟了,
一個愛我和我愛的男子在我來不及察覺間變成一個大男人了,
而我, 還是四年前在Ｓｕｂａｎｇ Ｊａｙａ相識的那個十七歲女子
這些年來我們都未程發覺,
一之到我遲到了三年來了這里
我們都沒有錯, 只是稍微敗給了距離而已,
好在我們彼此心中的愛到此時此刻真的都沒變過,
還會有以后的, 只是那個以后暫時被烏云遮蓋了,
一起努力吧殷奇揚!
努力把那片該死的烏云踢走
路遙遠, 我們一同走...

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!加油!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHHAHAHHAHA!!!!

I M CHEERED UP!!!!
Many things, u have to just gotta walk out from urself n view them in other points of view, rather than entangling all within urself and crying like a stupid cow. What's the use of crying? It wasted a lot of energy and at worst it made my eyes like a puffle fish (tho it is originally puffy already ) BUT STILL!!
I m so glad that it took me just a few days.
Everyone may encounter some problems in their life, how big or how small. it's just depends on how u solve them, i feel that u grow n learn from each problems u conquered, so it can consider a good thing too but no thanks, once in a while will do please
Thank God i feel so light now....phewwwwwwwwww
This coming weeekend theres a cultural event, i'll be wearing a kebaya, upload the photos then! muacksssss

......

會傷心, 會失望, 會難過...
但是, 我不要輕易放棄...

晚安!

A night to remember...

OH MY GOD!! look at the drunken catsss!! We had an alcohol section yesterday midnite. That was the result of 3bottles redwine, 4cans of beers and 2bottles of cocktails. I had my ever most drunkest night in my life. I was so drunk that i couldnt control myself and cant even remember what i did the morning i woke up. Until the camera gal ( silly darLING, dunno wheter to thank her for the GOOD pictures she took for us or not ) told us the story, well, i could only recall with just some vague memory. We were all very funny. That feeling was superb! stress and worries free, just HIGHHH~!!! Ling told me that my drunk pattern was i kept on laughing and shouting while dancing like a mad woman. Katherine( the one in bathrobe) kept on hugging everyone. Sharon ( yellow shirt ) has no typical pattern, Jia ( white shirt ), was the lausiest among all, mabuk after a few sips of wine and kept chasing jenny ( brown ) to drink. Jenny was just like a kid in drunk state. But well, good thing abt me is i will never vomit no matter how much i drank, when the others vomited like hell, neighther do i have serious hang over the next day. ekeke...so proud of myself.

So, poor Ah Ling, the betrater who broke our promise to get really drunk for the night, has to pull us one by one to our room and when she finally settled us, it was 4am already.

Overall, i m in love in alcohol and i love dancing on alcohol the most. It's the most effective way to release stress, well, not that i m an alcoholic, it's simply because of Pharmacy =p